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lunes, 31 de agosto de 2015

Ces comptes de la laiterie pourrait être:



Ces comptes de la laiterie pourrait être:

Avec ce que je gagne je peux me permettre tout, parce que si je vis bien, je vois beaucoup de bizarreries et si je pense que cela vaut la peine d'acheter un appartement il n'y a donc pas de problème car après un an ou deux, je le ferai était magnifique, même deux fois ce que je peux le vendre avec un bénéfice d'entreprises importantes. Le risque est minime, car la brique ne baisse pas, et le loyer réel est jeter de l'argent. Si je quitte les studios, qui ont besoin d'étudier pendant de nombreuses années, et je reçois pour travailler dans la construction ou autre emploi relié à son chachi piruli je peux vivre, je ne peux pas acheter une supercar et pas me priver de quoi que ce soit, les voyages, vacances et week-end mettre mon nouvel appartement, que je pense à acheter, ne manquez pas rien. Si je fais un événement de mariage dans le style, je passe douze ou dix-huit milliers d'euros, je me rendrai à La Ribera Maya, au moins. 
Bien sûr, si je n'ai pas assez de demander un prêt parce que "vous ne vit qu'une fois" et l'occasion fond. et des comptes?, petite lourdeur amer qui forme de vie. Et sauver?, et bien maintenant je ne peux pas parce que j'ai beaucoup beaucoup de dépenses. Lorsque le pot à lait est cassé, tous les rêves et les comptes du lait vont baisser et rien n'est à gauche, l'investissement de l'étage est un gâchis et donc ne s'est jamais maintenant, si vous le faites.



Rien n'a été enregistré, tous ont passé et ya beaucoup de dettes à payer. L'État a dépensé plus que ce qu'ils devraient, politiciens et conseillers tous eu le scandale des salaires, des œuvres absurdes, ILS argent à droite et à gauche. 'ai pardonné dettes des pays lointains, ont reçu l'ordre de milliards de prêts improbable.

Les banques ont été l'affaire de sa vie à payer plus que ce que vous aviez à acheter des biens absurde, over-rated deux, trois ou quatre fois. Pas de problème, nous donnons l'hypothèque et encore plus de l'évaluation à meubler la maison. Ne vous privez pas de nous finançons tout est en encore plus. citoyens nous laisser emporter par la voie des belles paroles, la sirène, l'état de bien-être, le droit à tous les services gratuits, et nous demandons à acheter du crédit de crédit après l'inimaginable dans d'autres circonstances connu auparavant . Non seulement la bulle immobilière a éclaté, c'est aussi la bulle a éclaté les rêves, utopique Cet état ​​n'a jamais existé et existera Que nous pesons. Rien n'est gratuit, tout est payé et le délire de la vie infos que nous avons vécu que croire que nous étions riches, nous font des ravages sur la base de beaucoup de souffrances, de désespoir et d'impuissance. Et quelle information nous avons laissé.
Pour tous ceux qui souffrent est que personne ne sait ce que toute ma solidarité absolue et une grande impuissance. Franchement, nous ne pouvons pas faire autre que regarder autour de nous et essayer d'aider les uns les autres. 







l'gatufo

BEING HAPPY OR NOT






There is a good, very good Blog in the ESL podcast site where we, the English students can write which ever subject we like.
It could be about the theme that is suggested by our teachers, Jeff, Lucy or Warren, but it could be
also about other subjects pupils could suggest or write.

Just here there is an example of what I have written this morning.

Theme:WHAT MAKES US HAPPY?   It has been Warren, our profesor who suggest the theme and some of us have written some replies:

If you want to read what Warren has written, and the pupils thoughts, just see the web site:


My thougts of this morning, personal thoughts of course, has been those:



"Good Saturday Warren and every one of you friends of the Blog.
In this moment I don´t know if there are more replies on the air or only there are the tree I could see now.
Well in the air there are at least two from emiliano that are awaiting moderation from yesterday….ja,ja, yes it is a long time to moderate.
It seems to me Jeff or Lucy have a lot of things to do, just Reading every one of the notes and moderate them. Hard work my friends.
Having time enough to write, again I doing them a Little more work to moderate, sorry dear teachers.
Thinking about the topic Warren has done to us now I have asked myself now: What makes you happy now emiliano?.
Just today it is simple, First of all “I have not depression as I had last year”…the lack of it makes me feel happy despite there are reasons
to feel not so happy, of course.
But first I want to think about what make me to be happy now.
Reasons to be happy:

First lack of depression, as last year I had one, a very bad year.
First too, I have here at my side dear Cuca 43 years together and still loving each other.
First also, my daughters are good, I suppose as there is a long time without news from two of them.

Second I have a house and money enough to be relaxed and live more or less well
Second I have my cat gatufo
Second too I have a nice woman that comes home every day to help me with house chores and taken care of Cuca so I am more relaxed
Second too my daughter E... writes every morning, all days since 12 years, to her mami Cuca and both of them are happy with their mails.

Third I have lot of time free to write, to read or listen to music, but I could also to take a walk but going alone in a big city like Madrid
it is not an attractive option. I would like to go with my wife or to be other place to see the sea or the montains, this city is too much seen for me. All my life here……
Third too I have still some good friends since a long long time that use to come home to see us frequently.

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Reasons to be not so happy:
 

 My dear friend C....... is really too bad, it seems she can´t fight to recover herself from the cáncer, but hope is the last feeling to be lost
Dear Cuca has a disease without any hope since more than twelf years, but she resist a day after another and her humor is good enough to survive and even be happy.
Not any news from my younger two daughters F.. and L..

So, put the reasons on the balance and wich will be the result?
Well, I do think the resons to be happy weight just more than the others. In fact nothing wrong is happening so yes, now I feel happy.
The worst, but usual already, it is Cuca has multiple sclerosis without hopes to be right, but it is her, our, usual state of things for more than twelve years.


Even the worst it is our dear C..... seems to be really bad, I can´t accustomed to this bad situation, bad after nine months thinking on her a day after  another it seems it is too real.
These morning, when I don´t see any new comments on the ESL Blog, these are my thoughts.
Thank you to all who has the patience of reading thil long statement that some how gives me some peace. It is said that writing own thoughts or painting  it is the best self therapy.
Thanks my friends". 
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If you like to see the ESL Blog it is very easy, and you could have also free lesson in this site, my site for the last eight years.
Go ahead friends.....and be happy.
emi

sábado, 29 de agosto de 2015

POEMAS








SENTIMIENTOS


Cuando voy o vengo acompañado de mi ser estoy
nunca solo me encuentro.
No, yo no me fui presentado ni tampoco me elegí
de repente encontré el ser que soy.
En el que sin querer me he convertido tras largos
años conviviendo conmigo.

¿Quien soy yo?. ¿Quién es ese que siento?, quisiera
saberlo pues con gusto o sin el  siempre viviendo
con mi ser estoy.
Donde quiera que vaya sin elegirme como amigo
allá estará el. ¿Quién es? ¿A quien siento? ¿Alguna
vez lo sabré?.

Soy yo mismo y no me conozco, ni tan siquiera se
si me plazco. ¿Disfruto de mi compañía o no me
aguanto?.
El ser que soy en constante cambio, confuso a veces
me desconcierta tanto que....cuando el equilibrio con
migo hallo, si , entonces al fin descanso.

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DECLARACION

El agua en el desierto, la tabla para el naufrago, el Sol en la playa, la brisa del mar,
el azul en el cielo, para mi eres eso y mucho más.

El te quiero en los labios, el color en el campo, la sombra de un árbol, el susurro
del viento, en mi vida serás eso y mucho más.

El papel para un libro, las cuerdas para una guitarra, el sonido en la voz, el aire
que respiro, el agua para mi vida.

Te necesito tanto y mucho más.

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TEMOR

Dime que no estoy solo pues tengo miedo.
Dime que nunca lo estaré pues de mi no te irás.
Dime que dormirás a mi lado y descansaré.
Dime que tu me amas y seré feliz.

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DESPEDIDAS

Ternura hecha persona, amistad es tu carisma, siempre
fiel al sentimiento.
Amor desbordante, comprensión y cariño, afecto al
encontrarte ayer.
Sentimiento de bondad en tu mirada, fiel amiga, se
siempre como hoy.
Día de una nueva despedida.



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SEPARACION

Tristeza por años vividos en mentiras, sin perdón para
tan antiguas ofensas.
Pena por horas gastadas inútilmente con banal palabrería
sobre asuntos olvidados.
Cierto que la cruel memoria trae a los labios de quien
ni vivir sabe en el presente.
Olvidar trataré en el futuro incierto y repetir no espero
la amistad baldía.
En estos días grises de culpa y desengaño, a nada
condujo nuestra relación perdida.

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SUFRIMIENTO

Me pides no sufrir con tu dolor de hoy, pues incremento tu
angustia cuando en mi la ves.

Alegría tendré aunque yo no la sienta pues se bien, mi amor,
que aligerar yo puedo.

La pena profunda que embarga tu ser, o el dolor constante
que siento en tu mirada.

miércoles, 26 de agosto de 2015

POEMS - THOUGHTS IN ENGLISH - SPANISH




"So difficult to feel in a language but also wanted to feel in another
to sharing these thougts to persons that feel the same but the sounds and words
are so different.

Sorry dear I am really very new sharing my feeling in English
Thank you, your patience it is mine".


Emiliano
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Lost


Perdido ando hoy sin tu alegría.
Que me anima a seguir este camino.
Emprendido a tu lado ya en la lejanía.
No recuerdo otro despertar sin tu regazo.


Lost I am without your smile
That gives me strength fo follow this path
We started together so far away
I don´t remember another awakening without your lap
 
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Advance Pain
 
Un dolor anticipado nos hace ignorar la fragilidad de nuestro entorno.
Incierta pesadumbre de esa pena ilusos ignoramos si vivos enfrentaremos el mañana.
Dolor futuro tangible eres ya sin ser real, ciegos a la realidad de hoy.
Sufrimos ya ese momento que solo con la mente anticipamos.

Ansiedad, aléjate de mi, no eres certeza estate callada.
Solo eres producto de una mente que sufre ya anticipada.

Advanced pain

Just a sudden paint gives sorrows enought to forget what we are.
Uncertain sadness confuse our mind to think we are still alive.
Not knowing if tomorrow will be the same.

Future pains are now so real that blinds our reality of today.
Suffering that moment only anticípated in our mind.
Anxiety be off from me, you are not true, remain in silence.

You are a figure anticipated that gives pain and suffering.
Yes, my mind is so uncertain of what are going to happen.
But only it is sure what today I am living so be quite in peace.

Tomorrow will be another day and every thing could be bright.
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Falling in Love
Sin querer, sin sentirlo casi sin darme cuenta estaba enamorado.
Delgada, bonita, criatura loca viviamos ya en los sesenta.
Ilusos años de una generación que lo confundió todo.
Amor, milagro cotidiano fue que con su ardiente brillo me sustenta.
Tras treinta o mas años sin darme cuenta casi sin sentirlos, hoy sigo enamorado.




Falling in Love

Without wanted, without feeling it nearly without being concious
I fell in love.
Thin, nice, beautiful crazy girl, we were living the sixties.
Deluded years from one generation that confused everything.
Love, miracle daily bright that enlight my entire life.
After fourty years or more of living, without feeling them being together.
Today I still fell in love with you once and again till I´ll die.

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DEPRESIÓN
No soy el mismo que ayer me sentí.
Cambiado estoy sin saber por que.
Sera el hoy lo que me deja vacío.
Ideas vienen y van sin dejar huella.
Pensamientos incesantes taladran la cabeza.
No hay sosiego ni descanso solo ya.
Vuelve en ti me digo, y así un día mas.
Persigo quimeras que se esfuman.
No hay sentido ni esperanza, solo espera.
Un día, y otro mas aguantando ¿que?.
La muerte sin duda, descanso aparente y facil.
Dormir, no pensar, no sufrir, no esperar.
Dormir al fin, ¿descansar quizás?.


Depression

I am not the same I felt yesterday.
Changed without knowing why?
It is today what let me empty?

Ideas come and go without any sense
Thoughts incessant that drill the head
Not hopes only awaiting everything go by

Be you I say, but so another day
Going after chimeras that vanish
There is not any sense or hopes just wait

One and another day, waiting for what
Dead without doubts, easy relax for ever
Sleep, not to think, not to suffer, not await

Sleep for ever, at the end rest perhaps?
Who knows? life it is a not sense being so
when there is not will to continue

Only rest is the time, today only rest is my will.

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En la noche


En la cama juntos en la noche
Pienso cuando a mi lado duermes....
Tu cara pecosa, tu sonrisa que ansío.
El amor en tus ojos, la luz de esa mirada.
El tono en tu voz, si estás triste o alegre.
Cosas que adivino al verte cuando dormida.
A mi lado sigues y el nuevo día amanece.



In bed together ..at night

I thought when beside me you sleep....
Your freckled face, your smile so craved.
The love in your eyes, your lighting look .

The tune of your voice, if you are blue or happy.
Some things I imagin looking you sleepy.
Close my side you follow and a new day dawns.
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The Waiting
Alejados de nuestro mundo de ayer
tranquilos vemos pasar los días
juntando tiempo suficiente para pasar
los años.
Apagada la tarde se acorta el plazo
futuro incierto que esperamos sin prisa
pues aunque prisioneros somos
sin angustia estamos
Felices de seguir recorriendo
el camino sin retorno que finaliza
antes o depues, quien lo sabe
la larga o feliz espera siempre cierta.



La espera

Far away from our real world
Quite we see the past of days
Gathering enough time to past
the years.

Sunset shorten our time
uncertain future we await
despite prisioners here we are
without anxiety time past

Happy following the path
sooner or later the end would be
to our life together waiting
the happy life being in peace.




martes, 25 de agosto de 2015

죽은 연인


      love poem



 



당신이 한 번 더 날없이
매일 아침 지옥을 견딜
나의 영원한 외로움에.


난 당신이 항상 나와 함께있을 거라고 생각
하고, 당신은 끝이야 이동 날 왼쪽 aying 작별 .

 
N 하나의 단어 더 오티

T는 내가없이 일어났다 oday을 당신은
어디 사랑을 갔다 .

 
이 세상은 당신이 아니 었
당신이 왼쪽 그래서 젊은
나는 거실 있지 않다 모르고 보내고 더 이상


내가 직면하지 할 수없는
당신이 곧 우리가있을거야 어디든지 

함께 여행.

산책을위한 또 다른 새로운 경로
시간 과 손에 영원히
행복. 함께 다시 수


로, 새로운 삶을 실행하려면 n은 무한 하나
T의 모자가 날 리드 나의 희망
당신 없이는 내 인생의 나머지를 지출.


어느 날 및 다른
travelling  의 G 홈 멀리까지
너무 빨리 원자바오 T 멀리.

즉 삶의 내 방식의
옆에있을 기다리는
것이 긴 외로운 실행

왜 가야
하는 내 질문에 매일 아침
내가 답을 찾을 수없는

당신의 손 없음 잡고
몸을하지 애무하는
당신의 목소리를 듣고하지

그래서 함께 할 것입니다에 대한
내 감정에 대해 확신
꽤하고 기다릴

이제까지 토지
당신은 일 수 있었다
끝없는 사랑 . 당신을 찾을 것이다




gatufo  

lunes, 24 de agosto de 2015

NEVER LOOK AT ME









Without you one more day
endure hell every morning
in my eternal loneliness.

I thought you'd be with me always
And you go, you're gone and
Saying goodbye you left me not a word more.

Today I woke up without you
where are you now?
This world was not for you so young you left.

Not knowing that I do not live any more
Your absence can not face
wherever you are

Soon be again traveling together
another new path to walk
Hand in hand forever.
Happy to be together again to run a life
another endless life at least
that is my hope that leads me
to spend the rest of my life without you


*********


Never look at me

You never look at me don´t you love me more?
you are never willing to talk
what do you think about?
whom are you thinking all the time
that you are so still without words.



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Time

Long time waiting
such a bliss
and so fleeting was that I
it did not good to be true
faithful to whom, an idea.

I never thought that the illusion
was so short, that without your
as soon awaken love would be
a daily pain instead of love .


Living without you it is an impossible
I never thought I could bear






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Fate


Meet cruel fate
continuous suffering lover without love
always the loved seeing at his side
without daring to say “I love you, my love”

You are accomanied, but do you feel happy?
my question is always on the verge of release
and I dare another day
to confess you my lit expected.



********


What do you feel when without me you are?
Perhaps you perceive that I am not
Or are you still absoved in your living?


*********







As I loved you no one will love
When you wake up you´ll don´t find me
I´ll be missing from you.


My lonly heart you´ll never feel again
Unrequite lover not one day more
without your love iI will live my love.

Your time will be pass

No love like mine would you ever find
never so beloved your life would be.

My absence in hearbreak.

Soon after you´ll suffer
and my today´s pain I´ll not desire
you my dear heart broken heart.






 

domingo, 23 de agosto de 2015

CUANDO TU TE VAS






Me quedo aquí, en este lugar,
solo, cuando tu te vas.

Y sentado espero, tu ya no estás, y
en silencio quieto.

Ausente en mi pesar, mente inquieta
que haré ahora sin tu presencia.

En mi soledad perpetua, desconsolada
ausencia.

Amor perdido, desconsolado pesar
errores mutuos, sin perdonar.


+++++++++

Te miro, pienso, cuando a mi lado duermes.
Tu cara pecosa, el amor en tus ojos.
La luz en tu mirada, tan tierna siempre.
El tono de voz, si estas triste o alegre.
Cosas que adivino al verte.

++++++++++++

Camino sin retorno el que tu y yo andamos.
Dias caminando, sin descanso.
No hay vuelta atras aunque queramos.
Revivir dias felices que ya pasaron. 
Risas locas e incesantes sin motivo aparente
Felicidad incierta de jovenes amantes.

Quisiera hoy revivir aquello.
Vana ilusión de alma marchita.
Que incesante vuelve hacia atras inutilmente.
Ya pasó, me repito una y otra vez.
Sin querer, sin pretenderlo  sigilosa
otra vez mi mente retrocede.